惊悚
孪生兄弟Owins
安布罗斯·比尔斯AmbroseBierce
安布罗斯·比尔斯(AmbroseBierce,1842~1914),美国恐怖、灵异小说家,出生在美国俄亥俄州梅格斯县一个贫苦的农民家庭。他参加了美国南北战争,这段不平凡的经历为他以后的文学创作打下了坚实的基础。战争结束后,他开始了一个编辑兼作家的忙碌生涯。他早期的作品主要是随笔和讽刺短诗,也包括一些小说。他比较悲观,被人们称为“辛辣比尔斯”。主要的代表作品有《魔鬼辞典》《士兵和百姓的故事》等。
YouaskmeifinmyexperieneofapairoftwinsIeverobservedanythingunatablebythenaturallaehaveace。Astothatyoushalljudge;perhapswehavenotallacewiththesamenaturallaws。YoumaykIdonot,andwhatistomeunaaybeverycleartoyou。
YoukherJohn-thatis,youknewhimwheIreseheryounor,Ibelieve,anyhumanbeingcoulddistiweenhimandmeifwealike。Ourparentsot;oursistheonlyinstanceofwhichIhaveanyknowledgeofsobla。IspeakofmybrotherJohn,butIamnotatallsurethathisHenryandmineJohn。Wewereregularlyed,butafterward,ioftattooinguswithsmalldistinguishingmarks,theoperatorl;andalthoughIbearuponmyforearmasmall‘H’aisbyaiersoughtnottohavebeentranspourboyhoodourpareinguishusmoreobviouslybyandothersimpledevices,butwewouldsofrequentlyexgesuitsandotherwisettheeheyabandonedallsueffectualattempts,anddurihatwelivedtogetherathomeeverybhedifficultyofthesituatioofitbygusboth“Jehnry。”Ihaveoftemyfather’sforbearabrandingusspicuouslyuponourunworthybrows,butasweweretoodboysandusedourpowerofembarrassmentandaheioheiron。Myfatherwas,infagularlygood-naturedman,andIthilyeure’spracticaljoke。
Soonafterwehadetoia,aSaheonlygoodfortuawaiteduswaswithsokindafriendasyou),thefamily,asyouknow,wasbrokenupbythedeathofbothmyparentsinthesameweek。Myfatherdiedihehomesteadwassacrificedtopayhisdebts。MysistersreturivesiowingtoyourkindnessJohnay-twe,obtaiinSanFrandifferehetown。itustolivetogether,andwesaweachotherily,sometimeshanonceaaoofourextraordinarylikenesswaslittleknowhematterofyourinquiry。
OnedaysoonafterwehadetothiscityIwaswalkingdowlateiernoon,whenIwasaccostedbyawelldressedmanofmiddleage,whmecordiallysaid:“Stevens,Iknow,ofcourse,thatyoudonotgooutmuch,butIhavetoldmywifeaboutyou,andshewouldbegladtoseeyouatthehouse。Ihaveanotion,too,thatmygirlsareworthknowing。Supposeyouorrowatsixahus,eheniftheladies’tamuseyouafterwardI’llstandinwithafewgamesofbilliards。”
ThiswassaidwithshtasmileandsoengagiIhadorefuse,andalthoughIhadhemanilyreplied:“Yood,sir,anditwillgivemegreatpleasuretoaccepttheinvitatiomyentstovanaoexpectme。”
WithashakeofthehandapartingwordthemahathehadmistakenmeformybrotherlaihatwasaowhichIwasaedandwhichitwasnotmyhabittorelessthematterseemedimportant。ButhowhadIknownthatthisman’snamewasMargovaainlyisonelytoamanatrandom,robabilitythatitwht。Inpointoffaamewasasstraheman。
&mIhasteowheremybrotherloyedahimingoutoftheofficewithanumberofbillsthathewastocollehowIhad“itted”himaifhedidokeeptheeIshouldbedelightedtouetheimpersonation。
“That’squeer,”hesaidthoughtfully。“MargovanistheonlymanintheofficeherewhomIknowwellandlike。Whehismandassedtheusualgreetingssomesingularimpulsepromptedmetosay:‘Oh,Ibegyourpardovan,butIoaskyottheaddress,butwhatuhesunIwastodowithit,Ididnotknowuntilnow。It’sgoodofyoutooffertotakethepudeI’lleatthatdinnermyself,ifyouplease。”
&eanumberofdihesameplace-morethanweregoodforhim,Imayaddwiththeirquality;forhefellihMissMargovan,pretoheralesslyaccepted。
SeveralweeksafterIhadbeeheebeforeithadbeeformetomaketheaceoftheyoungwomanandherfamily,Imetonedayoahasomeated-lookingmanwhomsomethiofollohichIdidlewhatever。Heturreetailheioherehelookedathiswatehesquare。Heloiteredaboutthepathsforsometime,evidentlywaitingforsomeolyhewasjoinedbyafashionablydressedaifulyoungwomaayupStoStreet,Ifollowing。Iheyofextreme,fhthegirlwasastraomethatshewaglaheymadeseveralturnsfromoherandfinally,afterbothhadtakenahastylookallabout-whiarrowlyevadedbysteppingintoadoorway-theyenteredahouseofwhiotcaretostatethelo。Itslowasbetterthanitscharacter。
Iprotestthatmyaplayingthespyuporangerswaswithoutassigive。ItwasoneofwhichImighthtnotbeashamed,agtomyestimateofthecharacterofthepersonfindingitout。Asaialpartofanarrativeeducedbyyourquestioedherewithouthesitane。
&erJohhehouseofhisprospectivefather-in-law,andinMissMargovan,asyouhavealreadysurmised,buttomyprofoundasto,Ireizedtheheroidiscreditableadventure。Agloriouslybeautifulheroineofadiscreditableadveihatshewas;butthatfalythisimportayrisetomethatitcastadoubtupohtheyoungwomanIhadseenbefore;howarvellousfasofherfacehavefailedtostrikemeatthattime?Butno-thereossibilityoferror;thedifferencewasduetoe,lightandgeneralsurroundings。
Johnaheeveningatthehouse,enduring,withthefortitudeoflongexperience,suchdelioughbanterasourlikeurallysuggested。WhentheyoungladyaaloneforafewminutesIlookedhersquarelyinthefadsaidwithsuddengravity:“You,too,MissMargovan,haveadouble:IsawherlastTuesdayafternooninUnionSquare。”
&raigreyeyesuponmeforamoment,butherglariflelesssteadythanmyowhdrewit,fixingitoipofhershoe。
“Wassheverylikeme?”sheasked,withanindifferencewhichIthoughtalittleoverdone。
“Solike,”saidI,“thatIgreatlyadmiredher,andbeingunwilliofherIfessthatIfollowedheruntil-MissMargovan,areyousurethatyouuand?”
Sheale,butentirelycalm。Sheagainraisedhereyestomihalookthatdidnotfalter。
“Whatdoyouwishmetodo?”sheasked。“Youfeartoerms。Iacceptthem。”
Itlaihebrieftimegivenmeforrefle,thatihthisgirlordihodswouldnotdo,andordiionswereneedless。
“MissMargovan,”Isaid,doubtlesswithsomethingoftheyvoicethatIhadiisimpossiblenottothiimofsomehorriblepulsiohanimposenewembarrassmentsuponyouIwouldprefertoaidyainyourfreedom。”
Sheshookherhead,sadlyandhopelessly,andIued,>
“Yourbeautyunnervesme。Iamdisarmedbyyourfranknessandyourdistress。Ifyouarefreetoaceyouwill,Ibelieve,dowhatyouceivetobebest;ifyouarenot-usall!YouhavenothingtofearfrommebutsuchoppositionteasItrytojustifyon-rounds。”
&myexactwords,butthatwasthesehem,asnearlyasmysuddenandgemotioedmetoexpressit。Iroseaaher,mettheothersastheyre-eheroomandsaid,ascalmlyasIcould:“IhavebeenbiddingMissMargovaislaterthanIthought。”
Johogowithme。IheaskedifIhadobservedanythingsingularinJulia’smanner。
“Ithoughtherill,”Ireplied;“thatiswhyIleft。”Nothingmore>